Go on My Work with Passion

Althouhg there are dificulties lying ahead, I should keep my passion and be positive. I always liked the sentence - no matter happy or sad, a day is a day. So, why not choose to be happy instead of complaining all day? I's like to be positive and optimistic to improve myself.
A few days ago, I joined the Pintrest Network where all the members can show their favorite pictures freely. I took the opprtunity to introduce the beauty of Nanjing to the outside world, and I can see that beautiful sceneries would never be out of time. I will keep up the joyful job to show more traditional Chinese stuff to those who may intrested in traditional Chinese culture.
I have been to Clindiag China for about 2 months. During this time, I really learnt a lot about foreign trade. I know I still get a lot more to learn, so I will not give up this job easily. Today, I learnt to make documents involved in foreign trade and made much progress. Rich day indeed!
Sorry folks, didn't come here for a long time, really busy with other stuff, esp. when our engineer came back from the ExpoMed in Turkey nad gave me the name cards. I was excited also depressed. This is my first time dealing with the names cards collected from a foreign fair, and I felt I can be valuable and make my efforts for the company and improve my ability at the same time. While I also felt so much pressure. What if I messed it up? What if there was not one reply at all? What if... I lost confidence and got confused. I know cowardness will be a great trouble as it prohibits you from doing everything and makes you fear of everything.
It's lucky to have Sara here with me, she came to this company one year ago. Each time when I had questions or problems, I would ask her for help, I'd like to present my thanks to her here, thank you, Sara.
I still dont know how to pick up my confidence, lack of experience is my dead injure. I know the tower is not built in one day, and I know I still have to go through a long long time for learning, making and correcting errors, but during this period I really suffer. I'm afraid it would wear down my patience, self-confidence and my positivity. I'm afraid I would be a negative person, saying "no" to everything and everybody around me, even to myself.
I dont think I need encouraging books or movies. I wanna find a way to pull myself out from this sadness.